I was woken up at 5am by a Tui bird singing so loudly, but so happily that I couldn’t really get mad at him. Since then he’s gone to bed, and now I am the only person up in the whole of New Zealand scrolling down my phone watching the sun rise as I am (still) trying to make something out of the year 2020.

Don’t hold your breath, because I absolutely can’t.
But it’s okay, nobody knows what to think or where to go either.